hmm.

well, that cleared things up.

confused no longer.

just slightly angry.




and....it's back to square one.

it was the best of times...and therefore, it was also the worst of times.

it's the best to lay awake at 3 in the morning completely content with the fact that everything seems to be going so right.

it's the worst of times to lay awake at 3 in the morning completely pissed off at the fact that everything that was going so right...all of a sudden is going so wrong.

confused? good. me too.

tsk, tsk, tsk. shame on me for going so long without posting something new!

since it has been so long since my last post, i will catch everyone up on the mundane happenings of my life.

i fixed my hair tonight for the first time in over a week. kind of sad, isn't it? but, i'm growing it out again...so it's scraggles are usually kept neatly behind caps and pigtails. oh, perfect pony! why do you tarry??

and for all of the curious readers, the last post WAS about a boy. a fantastic boy. mush, mush, mush. hopefully there will be much more to post about this boy in the future...but as it stands...things are FAR too undefined for me to post any kind of specifics.

while all of you lubbockites sleep soundly in your bed on saturday morning, i will be sitting through the remainder of whatever hurricane rita decides to spit at austin, tx. it's my first hurricane, and i'm going to be spending my first hurricane with becky and jib butterworth in my old apartment, my old bed, and my old room. i am kind of excited...just because it kind of feels like a snow day with the whole being stuck inside business. i think pearce and seth and lauren should come over too and we'll have a big hurricane rita slumber party. at least then we'd all know the others were safe.

i spent this past weekend in lubbock. there was a crazy mad dust storm that blew my water over into some guys lap...and also blew construction buckets all over the road. i thought for sure i was going to be whisked away in the invisible tornado that had suddenly appeared, but much to my surprise, i survived. i made it back to austin with a sweet yellow "leather" couch, two "leather" chairs, an ottoman, and all of my grandma's sweet 60's clothes...including a saaaaaweet fur collared red coat. i can't wait for winter now!

oh...and for anyone who loves fall as much as i, tomorrow is officially the first day of fall! whoopee!

things can change so fast............

i had a genius idea today on my way home from work.

i decided that the whole way home, i was only going to listen to track 6 on whatever cd i pulled out from whatever cd case. it was almost perfect.

song one: tracings by john mayer.
song two: red, red wine by ub40.
song three: sweep me away by matthew perryman jones.
song four: move on this by pax217.
song five: i cheated. it was a chris tomlin song that i didn't feel like listening to...so i took it out. it's my game. i can change the rules if i want.
song six: the 59th street bridge song (feelin' groovy) by simon and garfunkel.
song seven: a weezer song i didn't feel like listening to.
song eight: a relient k song that i didn't feel like listening to...but i DID feel like listening to song 15 on this cd, and therefore the game ended...although maybe it should have ended with song five.

all in all, the odds were in my favor. 5 out of the 8 songs were actually songs that i really liked on each cd.

i also think that i have a thing for number 11 songs. maybe i will try that out tomorrow and see how they work out...

yeah, so my blog pretty much sucks. i am well aware of that. i know that as we speak, i am steadily moving down the list on jeff t's blog...if i am even still there.

to be completely honest, this blog is really just to ensure that i still have a link on everyone else's blog.

pearce. no, i don't like your scary music. and no, i don't want to listen to harry potter. and no, i do not want green eggs and ham...or taco cabana.

..........

my life pretty much consists of work, and waiting until it's an acceptable time to go to bed...which in turn, leaves very little time for anything exciting and blog worthy to happen. thus, my blog remains un-updated for lengthy amounts of time.

i'm sorry.

i do post much more often on my myspace...and as matty says, "you blog like three times a day on there..." in actuality, that's wrong. i only do it like two.