an excerpt from my post from september 9th, 2003 on my love life.

"sophomore year of college: i have a boyfriend that i can't call my boyfriend. long story. yeah. not that that is not cool enough in itself...but i call him one day, and he says "hey lauren!" lauren? hmm. so i say, "uh. this is kim." and four months later, him and lauren are engaged. no, not me...the real lauren. i am an idiot stage."

yeah. so, i saw this one yesterday. in MY austin, at MY church. i was totally unprepared. had i known that he would have been there, with his wife mind you, i would have had some liposuction, some spray on tan, some hair extensions, and i would have paid anyone to pretend that they were my husband for the night. not because i still would want to be with him. that is not the case at all. i would like to think that maybe i finally got out of my i am an idiot stage. but simply for the fact that HE rejected ME...and now HE'S married, and not me. i think i felt the same way i felt when he said "hey lauren!" as i did when he said "this is my wife." why couldn't i have been cooler???!!??? "uh...yeah. i moved here with my sister...uh." and, to make it all worse, he is way cuter than when we were together. please let him think the same thing. so they are moving here in may, and i will always have to see him. i think i could easily get over it if he hooked me up with his friend with the oh so stylish, oh so fine hair. and the vans. maybe we had to happen so me and mr. vans could.

anyways. just thought i would share one of the worst situations to happen in february. the other will have to wait until i decide if i want to become THAT personal with my blog audience. i'll keep you informed.

the guy that works in the library here at school looks a heck of a lot like greg stringer. how ironic. me and a library and a "greg stringer." at least this time, i really do have a reason to be here. sort of.

in reference to me eating thousands and thousands of m&m's and thus weighing in at ABOUT 450 pounds, my friend scott told me the following:

"kim, if you weighed 450 pounds, i would bring you tofu everyday and take you on walks."

now that is a true friend.

rosalie futch once said, "do you think it is possible to love someone your whole life and never really know it, until something happens?"

yes rosalie. i do.

i am in love with ed. the tv show. and the something that happened was ed syndicated on tbs at 11:00am on weekdays. i have thought to myself many times that i just need to find my real life ed...until today. he kissed the district attorney, and it was a bad kiss. that does not make me love the show less...but it does make me think less highly of the leading man.

sorry posts have been lacking. my life pretty much consists of black and white checkered pants, a white coat, and spit up. and maybe a few nap here and there. but that's all.

BUT...i do have some exciting news. i am going to san diego for the WEEK of july 4th. oh the joy. me and becky and her rich boss'. what else do i need? not much. i have the whole week off of school which is joy in itself, but a free ride, now that's what i'm needin'.

i'll try to post more when my life gets more interesting and less...bland. thanks for stickin' with me...those of you who did. you know who you are...matt.